the lone crevice

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of all the crevices
under my brown skin
I could find you in each except one.
it was an empty stasis.
it smelt of your armpits
and dried daffodils.
blue rooks of 
forgotten kisses floated,
moon snails crawled across
and desert winds blew there.
there were no mornings 
and no nights.
there were no tales
and no sonnets sung.
a sea of deprivations and
musky love that aches hung.
‘twas my substanceless heart
you never cared to look within,
cold,rusted and left to freeze.




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