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i open my eyes and i'm in your arms. you smell of sweaty kisses and the familiar scent of the blue walls of my childhood home. i open my eyes again and i'm walking beside you. we hold hands but we don't talk, i can hear you breathe, our foot steps synchronized. i open my eyes again and you are inside me. your fingers trace the arch of my back as if they are searching for something your skin feels like monsoon rains and your legs entwine me, leaving me breathless and wanting more. i open my eyes again and i'm in the dark. you whisper three words in my ears. three words and the world almost ends. three words,they float deformed, in the silence around. and then you undress my layers  and kiss them clumsily again.